Tag: Angels of Death

  • Angels of Death Rachel Gardner: Does She Have ASPD?

    Angels of Death Rachel Gardner: Does She Have ASPD?

    ASPD or antisocial personality disorder…does Rachel Gardner in Angels of Death have this? Let’s do a character analysis!

    Symptoms of ASPD

    Antisocial personality disorder signs and symptoms may include:

    • Disregard for right and wrong
    • Persistent lying or deceit to exploit others
    • Being callous, cynical and disrespectful of others
    • Repeatedly violating the rights of others through intimidation and dishonesty
    • Impulsiveness or failure to plan ahead
    • Hostility, significant irritability, agitation, aggression or violence
    • Lack of empathy for others and lack of remorse about harming others
    • Poor or abusive relationships
    • Aggression toward people and animals
    • Destruction of property
    • Deceitfulness

    These are just some of the symptoms that the MAYO clinic says are attributed to ASPD and we can see characteristics of Ray in them. But not all of them. For the most part, she’s calm, not impulsive, and plans ahead. She’s not hostile or aggressive towards others but she does lack empathy and remorse when she goes into “dark” mode. I wonder if that’s what the creators of the show were trying to show.

    But Rachel Wasn’t Born Like This…She Was Made

    Rachel is originally presented as extremely calm and collected, though this likely stems from her desire to die. The other floor masters say that she is ruthless, selfish, and manipulative, and willing to do anything to get what she wants. However, it is a misnomer to consider her an evil or malicious person, as she does not inherently understand human morality and does not have actual cruel impulses.

    She is shown to have issues with empathy and difficulty expressing or understanding emotions, and while she has shown fear, anger, compassion, and happiness, these are rare, fleeting, and moderate. She does not, however, fake emotions, and will not pretend to have feelings that are not present. In the later episodes, though, she appears to become more expressive.

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    Her Fall Into Madness…How She was MADE into a Sociopath

    I thought it was ironically funny that they mentioned poor or abusive relations since people with ASPD or sociopathic tendencies are MADE, not born. We went over this when we tried to decide if Zack was a sociopath or psychopath. Ray was raised by parents that were abusive and narcissistic, oftentimes ignoring her until it suited their own needs. Her dad yells at her and even tried to kill her after stabbing his wife multiple times. He thinks she’s crazy. If anything, HE’s the crazy one. But her mom isn’t that much better. She blames her husband for making her life miserable and for ruining Rachel. He is shown to beat her a lot, so she bought a handgun to protect herself. But she still abuses Ray and doesn’t protect her child. Instead, she gives in to her own selfish nature.

    Rachel kills a dog and stitches it up as her first dive into madness. Then after her mother is murdered by her Father, she kills him, then does the same to them as she did to the dog.

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    After this and being institutionalized she realized how insane she was and became dejected and lifeless (which is why Danny takes such a liking to her). Now she wants to be killed and set free. If Zack kills her, she will be set free from her memories and her twisted mind.

    Only until Zack helped her accept her actions that she finally comes to terms with her warped view. Afterward, Rachel started to act like a normal person, particularly in regards to Zack whom she grew to genuinely care for. This is when we start to see genuine emotion from her.

    It’s so fascinating to me. The human mind is such an incredible thing and we are all brought up in different lifestyles. Think about it, if you had been brought up in Rachel’s or worse, ZACK’S lifestyle, would you still be the same person? Would you not have become more sociopathic and more devoid of emotion? I think I might have. If anything, just to create a wall or barrier from the outside wall.

    What do you think? Let us know in the comments below!

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  • Angels of Death Collectables

    Angels of Death Collectables

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    From an indie rpg to manga and lastly anime, there is no shortage of merch! Gonna need to get them all!

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    • From the popular series
    • Cute and collectible designs
    • Makes a perfect gift choice
    • Limited availability
    • Hard-earned money back if you’re not thrilled with your purchase
  • 10 Anime Boys You Can DEFINITELY Crush On

    10 Anime Boys You Can DEFINITELY Crush On

    Anime Boys…you’ve gotta love them. Maybe it’s the art and maybe it’s just that they’re gorgeous. We’ve all got our husbando’s and these anime boys are ALL crush-worthy.

    Anime Boys You Can DEFINITELY Crush On

    10. Rin Okumura – Ao no Exorcist (Blue Exorcist)

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    He’s cute for sure. Some of the fanart for Blue Exorcist will be making you want to join in this world.

    9. Takumi Usui – Kaichou wa Maid-sama! (Maid Sama!)

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    Though the premise for the anime can be a bit odd, I still think Usui belongs on this list.

    8. Sebastian Michaelis – Black Butler

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    He’s simply one hell of a butler. Can be mine any time of the day!

    7. Shoto Todoroki – Boku no Hero Academia (My Hero Academia)

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    How can you not think he’s cute?

    6. Haruka Nanase – Free! Iwatobi Swim Club

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    I think it’s fair to say that Free! is one major fan service anime, but all the guys are definitely crush-worthy. Nanase was always my favorite, so he got the spot on the list.

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    5. Inuyasha – InuYasha

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    Of course, Inuyasha is on this list. He was my first crush and this hanyou still remains in my top 10. Even during the new moon, he’s still cute!

    4. Isaac “Zack” Foster – Satsuriku no Tenshi (Angels of Death)

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    Naturally, Issac “Zack” Foster is on here! Here’s one sociopathic serial killer that is crush-worthy!

    3. Guren Ichinose – Seraph of the End: Vampire Reign

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    And yes, his name sounds like it’s spelled…itchy nose. I always have a little laugh when I hear or read it.

    2. Izuku Midoriya – Boku no Hero Academia (My Hero Academia)

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    My Hero Academia was on here earlier, but Deku is just so darn cute. I couldn’t help but add him to this list as well.

    1. Levi Ackerman – Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan)

    Levi-Ackerman-Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan) 10 Anime Boys You Can DEFINITELY Crush On

    Anime has a way of drawing us viewers in with its captivating visuals, and the cutest characters created. And last but not least on our list is Levi Ackerman titan slayer, mannerly and interesting. (YumDeku here stealing the no.1 spot cause someone forgot to finish her list)

    So what did you think? Who is on YOUR cutest anime boys list? Let us know in the comments below!

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  • 6 Manga I’m Buying: Summer Reading List

    6 Manga I’m Buying: Summer Reading List

    So I’ve been trying to get back into reading manga. In High School, I would read these ALL the time when I was in class, at home, and during the weekends. Now that I’m almost 30… I rarely have time but miss being able to lose myself in a good manga.

    So these are all the new/old mangas I’ll be buying and reading/rereading this summer!

    We budget for $50 a month for fun money and I’ve been saving mine so I can get ALL the mangas I’ve been meaning to catch up on and reread this summer.

    6. Death Note (All in One Edition)

    Death Note (All in One Edition) 6 Manga I’m Buying Summer Reading List

    Death Note, I feel, is a classic. I LOVED the anime and even the musical. The live-action was pretty bad as most are but this anime is great for beginners and I’ve been meaning to see if the manga is any good. This is the complete set of all of them (I enjoy getting them all at once) but you can do one at a time.

    5. Angels of Death

    ALL of THEM!

    Angels of Death 6 Manga I’m Buying Summer Reading List

    Since I’m obsessed with this RPG turned manga turned anime, of COURSE, I would want to own all the volumes. It’s slightly different from its anime and game but I enjoy seeing the different versions.

    4. Fruits Basket complete set

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    Another classic! I’ve even liked the remake that they started last year.

    Also Read:
    10 Manga Like The Pet Girl of Sakurasou (Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo)
    Let’s Play Webtoon: The Truth Behind Depression and Mental Health
    Bonding through Drool! Mysterious Girlfriend X (Manga Review)

    3. Searching for the Full Moon complete set

    Searching for the Full Moon complete set 6 Manga I’m Buying Summer Reading List

    I grew up with this one. The anime is cute, and the manga is a little different but still one of my favorites. It’ll make you cry but laugh as well.

    2. Devil’s Line Volume 1 and other volumes

    Devil’s Line Volume 1 and other volumes 6 Manga I’m Buying Summer Reading List

    The manga goes more in-depth than the anime did (as usual for books/manga turned into movies/anime) and I loved reading the whole backstory. I only own volume 1 right now and want to get all of them!

    1. Ouran High School Host Club COMPLETE Set

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    Another classic that is great for newbies. It’s witty and wholesome with some pure moments that will make you tear up. The manga feels more complete than the anime, though both are still amazing.

    Oh! I’m also looking for the best deal for Kiss Him, Not Me. I read it online after watching the anime. I LOVED it but the anime isn’t complete. The manga actually finishes her journey into love and adds more depth to it. I love deals though so I’m still looking for the best deal for it.

    You can check out our top 10 manga recommendations from me and YumDeku in our mini manga store, by clicking this button.

    What will you be reading this summer? Let us know in the comments below!

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  • Zack and Ray: Should They Be Together?

    Zack and Ray: Should They Be Together?

    There has been controversies about the ship regarding Rachel and Zack’s age gap (~7 years, Rachel is 13 and Zack is assumed to be about 20), particularly when the ship is shipped romantically or even just platonically. Most fans compensate by aging up the characters in fanworks to prevent arguments or drama.

    I’ve mentioned this before regarding Zack and Rachel’s relationship but I feel this needs repeating. As for now, where their relationship is, is strictly platonic. Do I ship them? Heck yes, I do. BUT ONLY after they’ve both grown up. I don’t see it as grooming either since anything romantic is the furthest things from BOTH of their minds. They’ve been dealt a hard hand at life and only know survival. They would both need therapy and serious help but I do believe that these two help each other and have that trust there that could make a beautiful relationship.

    For context, the husband and I are also 7 years apart. So the age difference definitely could work. But not yet. That’s why fanfictions almost always show an aged up version, which is good. If she was still 13, it would be weird. But Zack doesn’t show interest of any kind to her then. We can see that there’s the POTENTIAL for it to grow into something more as they age, which is totally fine.

    Rachel is the first person that Zack has come to trust and he is the first person to see and accept the darker parts of her. They both have to come to terms with their past and who they are. They would make a cute couple and it’s an anime anyway.

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    From the onset of this anime, Rachel and Zack bind themselves with a promise. If she helps him get out of the building, then he has to kill her, but Zack has a stipulation of his own. Rachel’s eyes need to change, or in a sense, become more human before he’ll take her life.

    This promise between them becomes the sole purpose of their goals. Rachel seeks constant affirmation that Zack is going to hold to the promise and stay by her side until their time of reckoning comes. She does this by asking if she’s been useful to him each time they struggle through an obstacle.

    Once they make it to Eddie’s floor, they find a grave that’s been specifically prepared for Rachel. It’s the largest in the plot, and seeing it instantly pisses off Zack to the point where he wants to destroy it. Rachel stops him, feeling sentimental about the resting place that’s been thoroughly prepared for her benefit.

    It’s one of the first gestures from Zack that shows that he cares about Rachel’s words. Up to this point, he’s been rude towards her and could care less about what she wishes, but he concedes on this point. He even fondly touches the headstone with his hand for a brief moment.

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    His emotions come across even more so when Zack shoots himself in the arm with both of the drugs Cathy provides. In the wake of him losing his mind, Rachel is able to find a bit of clarity wherein Zack tells her not to let him kill her just yet. Even though he speaks harshly, Zack continues to protect Rachel from harm as much as possible.

    At this moment, Cathy has pitted Zack and Rachel against each other where only one of them will survive. Zack decides that he will not be used as a tool and slices himself with his scythe. This speaks to Zack’s intrinsic desire to protect Rachel in dangerous situations. When she proposes a harmful solution to any of their obstacles, Zack takes it upon himself to gain control of the situation, so that the danger passes. It shows that he cares more than he lets on.

    As they search for their final destination, Zack gifts Rachel his most precious knife. When breaking through iron bars, Zack loses his strength of will while Rachel resolves to get the bars open no matter what. When Zack notices that she’s trying to do so with the knife he gave her, he brings her up short.

    He mentions that she’s the first person he’s ever given anything to and that it’s not for keeps, but so that she could keep herself safe. If this doesn’t scream love and care for Rachel’s well-being, then we don’t know what does.

    So could they/should they be in a relationship? Only after they’ve grown more. But yes. Right now it’s more of a best friend type of thing. I for one will keep reading the aged up fanfictions and shipping them always.

    What do you think? Let us know in the comments below!

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  • Trauma in Anime and Reality: Is it all in our heads?

    Trauma in Anime and Reality: Is it all in our heads?

    Trauma truth: Just because there were goods parts of your childhood doesn’t mean your trauma is invalid

    Trauma is REAL! It’s been a few years in the making, longer if I’m being real, but after doing some self-reflecting for the upcoming new year, I started thinking more about the families in anime and my own. Most anime (that I watch) don’t always reflect on the families so much as the characters/main character themselves.

    I’m starting to realize that my parents actually did do their best. It wasn’t their fault that they didn’t know how to raise a manic depressed child in the deep south. I was never diagnosed or given treatment until I was 24 and moved across the country. In fact, I didn’t even know I WAS manic or depressed. I couldn’t understand why I was so hyper and loud at times and completely quiet at others. It would be years before I would find out I was manic (also known as bipolar) and depressed.

    There were good times in my childhood and teen years but there was a lot of bad days as well. Things are a lot better than they were. I’m more stable now and have very few high/low days.

    But I still question if it happened at all…was it cptsd? Was it real?

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    Zuko from Avatar the Last Airbender is a classic case of this. Zuko’s home life was less than ideal. Besides the fact that his father always seemed to be disappointed in him, his practically sociopathic sister didn’t really help matters. But the real kicker here is that Ozai was incredibly abusive toward Zuko. He was constantly belittling him, always favoring Azula, and always reminding him that he was lucky to be alive because he willed it.

    And then there’s the infamous Agni Kai duel. What kind of father forces his son to fight him in a duel and then burns part of his face as punishment for refusing to do so? And he then made it out to be Zuko’s fault. It’s no wonder Zuko was so messed up when we first meet him. Underneath it all, Zuko was still very much a traumatized young man.

    Then we have Angels of Death (a favorite of mine). Zack was lit on fire as a kid and then given to an orphanage that did not care for the children. He was made into a “tool” and made to bury all the other kids that kept dying. Barely fed or given the essentials to living, Zack learned how to survive. He saw a slasher movie on the tv at the orphanage and his young mind just broke. He killed the owners of the place (can’t blame him for it) and lived on his own until he started working in the building under Reverend Gray as one of his angels. Rachel was just as messed up as he was. Her parents constantly berated her, beating her and then she watched her father kill her mother before attempting to come after her.

    So, trauma is a reaction, not an experience.

    One person can be slapped in the face by their mother and it can cause them agony for life. Another person can be unaffected by it, flip her the bird, and saunter off. Some people will be like Zuko and go after their honor and try to defeat the avatar while others will become like Zack/Rachel and just become so traumatized they become a sociopath (yes, there’s a difference and we go into the reasons Zach is one here).

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    So there’s no “event” that we define as trauma, there is a REACTION that we define as trauma.

    I feel like I switched a lot, especially being bipolar between stoic and not living and a super energetic person who was doing something they would deem productive.

    Not being hypervigilant was a crime at my home. I was taught to be stressed always, at all cost. Being productive was rewarded with not being yelled at, sometimes. Relaxing, feeling safe, was dangerous. Today not being aware enough, being too relaxed for too long, is still one of my biggest triggers, as when I am relaxed once, a voice in my head tells me that I am in danger. I learned how to become invisible. If I stayed perfectly still, not really living but just surviving, I would be okay. When the parents were home, I would be quiet. If they were close enough in eyesight, I had to be doing something they would think was productive (housework like laundry/dishes). I don’t know if that’s something they intended or they just didn’t notice…I’m still not sure.

    I’ve spent so much time questioning whether I was just crazy or if my fear/feelings were real. Someone posted this little story/analogy and I thought it fit perfectly.

    “Image that you’ve broken your leg, so you go to the hospital. There, you explain to the doctor how your leg is in excruciating pain. You can’t even walk, let alone move your leg.

    But the doctor assures you that you still have many non-broken, good bones in your body. (If he even believes you when you say your leg feels like it’s broken, that is.) He sends you home, telling you to just focus on the bones that aren’t broken. “You should consider yourself lucky,” he says, “I’ve seen people with so many broken bones, your’s is nothing. Just stop wallowing in it.”

    So you go home, telling yourself you’re just being selfish. You commit yourself to focusing on the positive, non-injured bones in your body. Hell, maybe your leg is actually fine, maybe you are just crazy. It hurts, though. It hurts so much you can’t really walk at all, but you learn how to hobble when you really need to. And it refuses to heal. Most days you lie in bed. Maybe you end up drinking and doing drugs to help make the pain stop. You constantly wonder why the fact that your elbow doesn’t hurt isn’t making up for the fact that your leg is radiating pain 24/7. You think this makes you a failure.

    (…and then people will look at you and say “No wonder she can’t walk right! She doesn’t even try. She just lies in bed all day, wallowing about.”)

    This has been my experience with how people see CPTSD and childhood or traumatic experiences overall. People will say “At least you’re mother did X! You’re so lucky she was there for you like that. Just focus on that.”

    End STORY

    This story stayed with me. Did you know that some people don’t even believe in CPTSD? Or that only PTSD is real and happens to people who were in war. There are OTHER types and CPTSD (complex post traumatic stress disorder) is very, very REAL.

    You wouldn’t tell someone with a broken leg to just focus on their working limbs and get over it, so don’t tell people with trauma to just focus on what wasn’t traumatic and get over it.

    You’re not “broken.” You don’t need to be “fixed.” Your past has included some serious crap. But crap is fertilizer. And beautiful things grow out of crap.

    Let us know how you’re doing in the comments below. We’re always here to listen!

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  • The Great Subbed vs Dubbed Debate: Which Are You?

    The Great Subbed vs Dubbed Debate: Which Are You?

    When it comes to subbed versus dubbed, anime fans are highly divided and VERY opinionated. There are good points for each side though. So we here at MyAnime2Go decided to do a discussion post about it.

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    It still remains a preferential thing. I grew up watching Inuyasha as dubbed anime, I cannot imagine watching the show in any other way.

    In many cases, dubbed anime can be changed to be more accommodating of child audiences. But, this can mean changing the entire meaning of the show. For example, Yugioh XD had Akiza shown with much smaller breasts and in Dragonball Z, they had Goku’s subbed version sound more childlike and less like an adult, essentially changing the perception of the character.

    There are some good things to the Dubbed version instead of subbed though

    Anzai in Devil’s Line has an AMAZING English voice actor. His voice is smooth and how I imagine velvet feels on the senses. Zack and Cathy’s laughs are less crazy and annoying in the English version versus the Japanese version of Angels of Death. And in Inuyasha, the dubbed version sounds more like the characters to me than the Japanese version, especially Richard Ian Cox as Inuyasha. But I grew up with the English dubbed so I might be biased with that.

    You can see how dubbed is better subbed by watching Ghosts Stories. In failed horribly in Japan but when they made a dubbed version of it in English, they gained a cult following at how horribly inappropriate it is. But subbed can portray the characters the way the author intended better in the first place.

    Subbed is perfect if you can focus on what you’re watching but if you’re wanting something in the background (like I often do) than dubbed might be better up your alley.

    The blunt answer to this is neither is truly better than the other. They both equally have their own ups and downfalls.

    So, discussion time! What do YOU think is better and why? Let us know in the comments below.

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  • Best Angels of Death Moments: Zack and Ray

    Best Angels of Death Moments: Zack and Ray

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    Angels of Death is already one of my favorite anime shows. With theories or whether Zack is a psychopath or a sociopath or what happens to them afterwards, there’s no shortage of theories for them.

    Here are some of the best moments in Angels of Death!

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    The headbop’s Zack is always giving to Rachel.

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    The rainbow puke Zack does when Rachel first asks him to kill her. . For a “scary” anime, this is a burst of pure hilariousness.

    In a more serious moment where Rachel has finally gone into a crazy state of mind, she surprises all of us when she says the word “bang” instead of actually shooting Cathy.

    The way that he always tries to kick doors down instead of finding the key like Rachel does.

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    The cute interactions they have. I love the moment they have with Zack in the water on Eddie’s floor and Ray’s suspicion.

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    As they make their way through Cathy’s floor, Zack takes to calling his companion Ray instead of Rachel. This shows that he’s started to treat her as a familiar presence. Besides that, he starts to even praise Rachel for her intelligence in getting them through the trap doors. Each room holds a puzzle they must solve, and without Rachel,  Zack would never have made it out of the building alive. For her efforts, Zack takes to patting Rachel’s head when he praises her and even goes so far as to call her awesome when she pulls the trigger on Cathy.

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    If you haven’t already guessed, once again Rachel seeks affirmation for her ultimate goal. She wishes to die by Zack’s hands (or, you know, his Scythe). The promise takes on a different meaning at this point in the series. When Zack proclaims that he’ll be the one to kill Rachel, it’s like he’s saying not even a natural death could lay claim to her soul. In a way, it’s a confession of his feelings.

    His emotions come across even more so when Zack shoots himself in the arm with both of the drugs Cathy provides. In the wake of him losing his mind, Rachel is able to find a bit of clarity wherein Zack tells her not to let him kill her just yet. Even though he speaks harshly, Zack continues to protect Rachel from harm as much as possible.

    At this moment, Cathy has pitted Zack and Rachel against each other where only one of them will survive.  Zack decides that he will not be used as a tool and slices himself with his scythe. This speaks to Zack’s intrinsic desire to protect Rachel in dangerous situations. When she proposes a harmful solution to any of their obstacles, Zack takes it upon himself to gain control of the situation, so that the danger passes. It shows that he cares more than he lets on.

    best angels of death moments

    As they search for their final destination, Zack gifts Rachel his most precious knife. When breaking through iron bars, Zack loses his strength of will while Rachel resolves to get the bars open no matter what. When Zack notices that she’s trying to do so with the knife he gave her, he brings her up short.

    He mentions that she’s the first person he’s ever given anything to and that it’s not for keeps, but so that she could keep herself safe. If this doesn’t scream love and care for Rachel’s well-being, then we don’t know what does. Of course, this comes from the mouth of a psychotic murderer, so it’s not only unbelievable but demented in its own way.

    What are some of YOUR favorite Angels of Death moments? Let us know in the comments below!

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  • Horror Anime vs Horror Movies: Which Is Scarier?

    Horror Anime vs Horror Movies: Which Is Scarier?

    horror anime vs. horror movies: which is worse?

    A post from another great anime blogger, Irina, inspired me to write this one. It got me thinking…which one is actually worse in scary context? There are both anime and movies that have messed me up and I still get shivers thinking about them.

    Now, I’m a baby and can’t handle most scary movies. Give me a good Disney movie or Harry Potter marathon any day. But there are some horror anime shows that I actually liked. Inuyashiki REALLY messed me up and makes me sick when I think of it over one scene but the artwork was beautiful and the underlying plot wasn’t bad. I like the good versus bad thing. But Parasite , while gory, was and is still one of my favorites.

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    Then you have anime like Angels of Death where a group of serial killers are literally hunting people down in their building as a sacrifice. And nothing. No fear from me. Just slight annoyance at Cathy’s laugh.

    But in horror anime, I just don’t react the same way as I would to say “IT” or “Annabelle”. Those I had to sleep with the lights on and even pause the movie every half hour so I could watch cartoons and remember that it’s okay.

    The fact is, no matter how great the story and direction is, an anime corpse will never have the same impact on me as a live action one. And the more animated the style, the less impact it has.

    But does that mean it’s less scary? I’m not sure to be honest.

    The thing is, these are two different types of scary that I can’t really compare. I prefer the anime type of scary, the one that keeps you riveted to the screen and I don’t have to take breaks from it.

    As Irina put it, a drawing is always going to be a drawing but a photograph could be real and that’s something I just can’t turn off.

    Have you noticed such a difference? Do you have a preference? Let us know in the comments below!

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  • DIY(Or Not) Angels of Death Cosplay

    DIY(Or Not) Angels of Death Cosplay

    Even after being out for a while, fans are still talking about this awesome anime. I might be biased being a fan myself, but everywhere I go (online) there are still references, fanfiction, fanart, and of course COSPLAY about it.

    Angels of Death Cosplay

    With the fandom still being a favorite, I decided to do a more in-depth way to actually cosplay as these characters. Cosplay is already a way to express ourselves. It’s a way to feel and even be like our favorite characters. Maybe, in this case, it wouldn’t be the best idea to go on a killing spree, but we can still dress like our favorite psychos!

    Angels of Death Cosplay: Zack

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    Of course, Zack would be first. When it comes to AoD, he is the most talked about. Here at myanime2go, we’ve already written several articles about him such as if he’s a psychopath or sociopath or how the ending really went down.

    We can start with the DIY version first. Zack’s outfit consists of dark red pants, combat boots, and of course, the signature bloody brown hoodie and scythe. He has dark black hair that you can wear a wig for or simply style your own.

    All in all, his is fairly easy to do. After all who doesn’t love wearing jeans and a hoodie anyway? FOr his bandages, you can use gauze-like some people do but in my opinion, it’s easier to use face paint to keep it from looking bulky and more natural.

    Link HERE for a youtube tutorial on zack’s face makeup(aka bandages)done by Hope & Shota that was very easy to follow.

    Angels of Death Cosplay Rachel Gardner “Ray”

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    Next up is Rachel, Zack’s new partner in crime. I really find the character of Ray interesting since it’s hidden for so long that she’s actually a resident. Some people hate the thought of her and Zack being OTP but I can totally see it happening. Not right now OF COURSE but after they’ve both grown more and dealt with their issues.

    Someone mentioned Zack might have PTSD and/or schizophrenia and I can see that. Rachel on the other hand seems to have Stockholm Syndrome with her family, something I can relate to. Families are supposed to protect you and to love/care for you. Ray was given the short end of the stick with a father that gets drunk and beats her and a narcissistic mother. They treat her like she’s a doll that they can bend to do their bidding and just put on a shelf when they’re done.

    Okay, rant over. Let’s get to cosplay.

    You can do a simple black and white shirt(or tank) with a black pair of shorts, black booties, and a long white jacket. Most of us will definitely need a wig to get to her long blonde hair. I don’t know how she takes care of it. For real, the tangles and upkeep must be going strong.

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    Angels of Death Cosplay Eddie

    angels of death cosplay eddie edward mason

    Edward Mason “Eddie” is also another fairly easy one to do. The hardest part for him would-be his helmet. Otherwise, you just need a white shirt, overalls, and black boots. Eddie is another fairly popular character. His obsession with Rachel isn’t the best but he’s not the worst.

    Angels of Death Cosplay Cathy

    angels of death cosplay cathy

    Cathy is a bit harder to do but you can easily make it with a black suit dress(skirt and blazer) and thigh-high black boots. Her signature hair is blonde with pink tips. You could try temporary hair dye(usually lasts for about one day) or use the wig. Otherwise, grab your whip and practice the maniacal crazy laugh.

    AoD Danny

    angels of death cosplay danny daniel dickens

    Danny…I still don’t know what to think of him. Out of the bunch, I think he’s the craziest. Wanting to steal Rachel’s eyes.. just gives me the shivers thinking of how he most likely did that with others.

    His outfit consists of a black suit with a collared shirt (you can use white if needed or a pale blue) and a white lab coat. Otherwise, just work on being as creepy as you can be. Just kidding. Please don’t do that.

    AoD Gray:

    angels of death cosplay gray

    Gray isn’t as popular as the first two or say Eddie, but he’s still a pretty good character. After all, he’s the one that made the building and the rules. As horrible as it would be to be a sacrifice there, I do like the fact that he made a family of sorts for Zack and Ray.

    His cosplay outfit is black pants, a white shirt(collared) with a dark purple vest, and a long purple coat. Just grab a necklace with a cross and carry a bible and you’re all set.

    This was just the DIY version of all the characters in Angels of Death. Sometimes it’s just easier to get it all at once and end up saving money in the long run. Here is the complete version you can buy online to make it so much easier.


    Have you already cosplayed as one of them? Who is your favorite? Let us know in the comment below!

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  • Angels of Death Ending: What ACTUALLY Happened?

    Angels of Death Ending: What ACTUALLY Happened?

    Angels of Death ending…do YOU know what actually happened to Zack and Rachel? We have 3 possible outcomes for these two and we still might not have all the answers. Let us go in-depth to discover which one is correct.

    Angels of Death Ending what actually happened at the end

    First Possible Angels of Death Ending

    This is based on this speculated ending: Rachel has been canonically diagnosed with mental delirium. In this ending, she has an episode of delirium and envisions Zack visiting her and finally killing her. But she’s actually plunging the knife into herself, committing suicide. She was so committed to dying by Zack’s hand that her delirious brain conjured up the appropriate sounds and effects to the environment.

    But, as I said, this is the most unlikely ending, because, at the end of the game and anime, the window of Rachel’s room is shown. The glass is shattered, the iron bars are broken, and there’s blood on the windowsill. She couldn’t have jumped out the window, since the glass is INSIDE the room and she’s not strong enough to break iron bars.

    Not to mention I just don’t think I could handle this type of ending. It’s like when there was that theory that Pokemon was all just a dream that Ash was having inside his head and he was actually in a coma. It breaks my heart to even just think about this ending being real.

    Second Possible Angels of Death Ending

    The next ending is the angels of death ending I’m actually choosing to believe.

    This ending is self-explanatory. Zack took Rachel away and then ran away together, supporting each other like the best friends they were meant to be. And more later on, but Rachel needs to grow up first. Don’t get wrong, I LOVE Zack and Ray together but she is still young. And both of them are just getting used to having a real friend. Their relationship can progress more once she grows up.

    I mean, both of them have some serious PTSD and I think Zack might have some schizophrenia or something else due to his upbringing. It really makes you think of the whole nurture versus nature argument. Both he and Ray, have this moment where they almost blackout, Zack’s eyes go red and all he can see is his victim. He stops seeing them as human and Ray has to “fix” whatever she finds broken. They both have some type of mental illness that causes that.

    So yes, I’m choosing to believe that they ran together and learned how to slowly trust each other and even fit into society. I’ve read some AMAZING fanfictions on A03 that capture their journeys for this. I ship them and will continue to do so.

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    Third Possible Angels of Death Ending

    And now, the “most likely happened but this show made us cry way more than we anticipated so we refuse to accept that this was the end” ending. And that is, that both of them died at the end with Zack killing Rachel and then himself.

    Let me explain.

    In episode 4, Danny says Zack couldn’t survive a shot to the head. But what if he did, at least for a short time? In this ending, Zack is shot in the head and the chest and the blood on his scythe and window may prove this. In the original Japanese version, Zack spoke less and less during the conversation, only giving single-worded answers or short noises like “hmm” or “ah”. This could be from the blood loss and haziness of being close to death.

    So, Zack survives his execution and goes to Rachel.

    You know Zack pulls Rachel out the window at this point since neither of them is in the room at the end scene.

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    In short, this ending is the theory that Zack was close to death after surviving the execution and going to see Rachel in his final moments alive. When they fall out the window, Zack stabs her and ends her life with his final breath. He dies shortly after and they are in each other’s arms. You can see that Rachel hugs Zack if you pause at the right moment. It’s just as they hit the ground. In a way, it’s kinda poetic. Using your last moments to fulfill the wishes of someone you care about, knowing you’ll die shortly after. And in their case, dying together instead of alone.

    So there you have it. Three possible Angels of Death endings. Which one do you believe? I’m still believing in the second one since I’m a romantic sap that can’t stand the thought of losing both my precious children. Let me know in the comments below! And don’t forget to check out our other articles related to AoD, including FANFICTION and all the stickers/merch you can get at the anime shop!

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  • Angels of Death vs Ib: Which is Better?

    Angels of Death vs Ib: Which is Better?

    Angels of Death vs. Ib: Which is better?

    First of all, that’s not the sign for the pound. It’s actually Ib as in”Ihb” being the name of the female protagonist. The other contender, Angels of Death, is another one of those RPG indie horror games. It was so well-liked that it became a manga, and then this past summer, an anime.

    About Ib

    Your main character is a little girl named you guessed it “Ib” or Eve depending on the translation. She is a nine-year-old girl who’s visiting the Guertena art gallery with her parents. She is a very brave and mostly silent protagonist. During her trip to the art museum, she finds herself in a twisted version of the gallery where the art wants her dead. Instead of a large haunted house, Ib enters an art gallery. The game begins rather simply, as it’s just a trip to the art gallery with her parents. They said it would be exciting for her. And yes, it will. So exciting that the poor girl is going to need therapy for the rest of her life after this whole ordeal is said and done.

    Ib meets a young man named Garry in the twisted art gallery. She rescues him from near imminent demise. You see each of the protagonists has in their possession a rose, except Garry, who dropped his in his escape from a monster. When Ib comes across the monster it is tearing out the petals (ie diminishing Garry’s HP) she rescues his rose from the creature. Garry is a kind man who decides to do his best to be brave and help this little girl get out of this fabricated world.

    Each has their own colored flower and a major place in the story.

    The last of your party members is a little girl named Mary that the party meets about halfway through their trials. Mary has a yellow rose in her possession though she likes Ib’s red rose and Garry’s blue rose more. Oddly enough, the story is quite strong and memorable being that it only really revolves around three people: Ib, Garry, and Mary. You will start to understand these characters and care (or loathe) them throughout the whole of the game, so be ready for emotional investment.

    About Angels of Death

    The first protagonist is Rachel Gardner, a 13-year-old girl who wakes up in an unrecognizable place and only supposedly remembers going to a psychologist appointment after she saw people getting murdered. She decides to try to escape the building but to her surprise, each floor has a master that will try to kill her for the simple given reason that she was selected as a sacrifice.

    The first floor she’s on is B6, is where she meets Zack, a serial killer who wields a scythe and is covered in bandages.

    Later on, Zack breaks the place’s rules by going to the next floor and attacking its master so he too is selected as a sacrifice along with the girl and they have to work together to escape. The two form an odd “friendship” with a promise that Rachel will help  Zack escape this place if he will kill her in return. 

    Each level brings a new killer to them. Cathy, who we met in episodes 4-5 so far, has probably one of the most annoying laughs I’ve ever heard. If I thought I wanted to kick Zack earlier at his laughing, he has nothing on Cathy.  But we also have Danny, Eddie, and Gray who all lead fairly interesting lives and bring more suspense to the story.

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    Comparing the dark and good sides to both(SPOILERS!!)

    Ib features multiple endings, most of which are fairly macabre. Garry with his mind broken and Ib refusing to leave his side.

    Ib being tricked by an illusion of a loved one (it can be Garry, Mary, or her Mother depending on which route you went) and failing to leave the fabricated world behind. In the ending with Ib’s mother Garry is even on the other side in the art gallery desperately yelling for Ib to take his hand before it’s too late.

    Then there’s…Mary as a painting. Because she’s a liar. A popular theory is that she is the one that drew them into this world because she can only leave if she takes someone’s place. So she brought two people into the world, one to replace and the other to integrate herself into their life. Ib was to be her sister and Garry the sacrifice. Mary is…Mary is a character that a lot of people sympathize with her because “she just wanted to be real and to be free”. Nope screw that noise, that little blond psychopath tortured one of them to death and there is literally no justifying that course of action.

    angels of death versus Ib. Which is better?

    On the other side, we have Angels of Death.

    Now, the story was a bit more in-depth, mostly because we had so many other characters to delve into their backstory. Ib kept us guessing and we have a lot more headcanons and fan theories. Angels of Death actually gave us some truth. Yes, there was the plot twist that Rachel actually was a resident of the building but we LEARNED this and didn’t have to guess.

    The story gets dark when we learn that she witness her Father killing her Mother and the horrible conditions that Zack was raised in. It’s no surprise really that either one of them became as they did. Both became outcasts of society and were treated as tools.

    Who Wins?

    In my mind, there’s no question that Angels of Death beats Ib any day. The fact that it became so popular to gain a manga and then an anime whereas Ib is still just an RPG is just exhibit A. Do you agree? Have you played either of these games or watched the Angels of Death anime? Let me know in the comments below!

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